I was starting a new diet, and a new blog, I was convinced it would work. I had purchased it all the way from London BUT while I waited, I started with AXION (fentermine) which controls appetite and makes me loose weight.
That was almost three weeks ago. Today is Thursday.
Last Saturday I was on a festivity and took a picture. OH DISASTER! I saw the image once, twice, several times. I just couldn't believe what I was looking at. That wasn't me! that fat swollen huge faced girl in the image was NOT ME!
While I was hating myself for letting my weight go that way, I felt this void on my stomach. I felt sick.
The next day I was trying to take a selfie while waking up, just joking with my friend. When I saw that image I could not believe my eyes! ¿When on earth did I get a double chinnnnn? I deleted it immediately and stood up from bed.
I had breakfast ONLY BECAUSE I had to eat and "break the fast" I was making since last night. I didn't wanted to eat (new eating disorder on the way) but I had to. So I ate but hated every minute of it.
And then, I took the decision: I'll do PRONOKAL again, no matter how much it takes no matter what.
I decided that was the only diet that made me loose weight, fast.
On monday, I would do ANYTHING to get back on the diet.
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