Day 12 - Coping, just Coping

So today´s menu is basically the same as yesterday's. Don't have too much to add, but I went out to do some chores and the restaurant smells... THE SMELLLSSSS!! Those are the worst, but what I do is take a huge whiff and remember how good everything was, and how good everything will be once this is over. 

Also, today I tasted the Watermelon drink with much more water and ICE. It was so much better. I finally had a flavoured drink. Tomorrow I'll probably add some carbonated water (Peñafiel) and see how that works out. 

Envelopes are running out fast. I'll have to go for more on Tuesday.  

PS: My friend keeps telling me I could have some meat and maybe Riccotta cheese with cocoa w/no sugar added to feel as if it was mousse. 

But no. 

I refuse to eat anything else but the diet envelopes...can't do whatever I want. It has to be like it has to be.  

Day 11 - Chocolate WIthrawal

07:00 - Chocolate maltshake

10:00 - chicken noodle soup

13:00 - zucchini potato cream

16:00 - Chicken noodle soup sparragous

19:00 - Nopales

22:00 - Chocolate Malt shake 

Oh my lord, I am feeling so bad, I know is the withrawal, I am feeling extremely sensible and hungy SO hungry it actually hurts. 

Yesterday I did not ate at the specific hours I guess that is what triggered the extreme hunger at the middle of the nght 

Tonight I did not felt like that. I cried though.

Day 10 - I'm not gonna make it....!

Today I have a Dr's appointment. I'm excited to get new products. 

07:00 am - Vanilla Maltshake

10:00 am - Zuccinni and a Hot Cake. 

Oh yes, I threw away the Hot Cake. I jist could not handle the smell. ¿WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? 

16:00 pm - Chicken noodle soup

19:00 pm - Chicken Nuggets

22:00 pm - Nopales

23:00 pm - Chocolate Cake. 
Don´t get me wrong, I have THE BEST intentions to do this, but this cake was also horrendous. 
Even after I added cinnamon. It tasted like IRON!

So, i went to visit the Dr. He said I was going A O.K.!! Among other sizes, I dropped a 16 cms from my waist. 

I am now in the highest form of Ketosis.

I will be sending him a list of my spare envelopes so he can tell other patients and we can exchange them. 

He said it doesn't matter if I stay only with ON E flavour, but seriously, who can live with 6 choclate maltshakes a day? 

I need to try more food so I don't get tierd of this. 
It seems everyting's going good. I'm not letting this one go. This will be the last diet I will ever go to in my life. 

This I promise. 

2:00 am - I am SO HUNGRY!! I can't stand it, all I want to do is eat, run for a Hot Dog run for a Burger a Sandwich.. OMG!! never felt this way. Still, knowing that I can't it 's the only thing that makes this sacrifice worth it. 
My mouth actually hurts.. I'm salivating like a rabid dog. 

I think I will have a soup and see if this feeling calms down. 

And so it did. 

4:00 am - Still can´t sleep. The idea of a binge is haunting me. Badly. I'll try to sleep. 

Day 9 - Quick recap

I'll be quick. I am defenitely trying to exchange this extra envelopes I have. 

Here's todays diet: 

07:00 am - Maltshake

10:00 am - Chicken noodle soup

13:00 pm - Chicken nuggets

16:00 pm - Choclate Maltshake

19:00 pm - Zucchini

Went to bed early, feeling TOO tired and sleepy.