Day 51 - Weigh In

Frustration and more frustration. I just cannot help it. I just want to go FASTER!


2.2 Pounds less for this week. 

Februray 18 - 194.8

April 08 - 170.4

Total pounds lost in 49 days:  24.4 pounds. ( 11.067 kilos)

Day 50 - Serenity Now!

Today I finally went to the endocrynologyst. I have always said that going to the doctor and taking your lab results is like a college exam, you don't know if you are going to fail monumentally or pass with an A+.

It seems I approved. Besides my Uric Acid, which is up by two points, everything is excellent, including the glucose levels. 

Im happy. I guess. 

No. I am NOT happy. Yes, I accept the fact health is the most important thing, but now I have reached that point in the diet I just want to get over with. I am getting bored and fed up (no pun intended).

My first question to the Dr. was: ¿Is it true I will be loosing the 8 kilos -16 pounds- every month as the diet Dr. told me?

- No, that statistic works only for men. Women loose weight slower and it depends, ¿have you been excercising?

- ....no.....

- Well, there you go, you need to exercise AT LEAST three times a week for 20/30 minutes, and then your metabolism will go faster (he said this to me as he wrote on his computer report: Sedentary. 

OH well... if I want to loose the weight I am expecteing weekly, I will have to go to the gym. I will ask my friend if I can go with her that way I'll feel more pressured to go. 

Hate it. 
Hate the diet
Hate being fat
Hate everything right now. 

Yes I have issues with the gym. Since I was 18. 

SERENITY NOW!!!!