Day 89 - Out of Control

I am absolutely OUT OF CONTROL!!! Feeling hungry at night, like famished, like I need more, like I want to break the diet. 

But no. 

I will not. I will get to the end of it, but still, I have found myself feeling a huge void, as if I had stpped eating and then hunger strikes. Although I have been eating the same for the last two weeks, these past days have made me question my eating habits. 

It's like I'm out of control, or at least the feeling is. I have been eating a couple more envelopes than the usual (6).

I will tell this to my doctor next tuesday's appointment. 

Still...out of control state of mind.