Friday, April 12, 2013

Day 54 - Paranoid

I have been craving for the restaurant nopales. Badly. and I have returned to the old habits again. Instead of buying natural ones on the supermarket, I go and splurge on the restaurant ones.

I did this on Thursday, Friday and Saturday. 

Now I'm feeling extremely paranoid, cause I found a piece of melted cheese between two of the nopales.  I did not ate it but my mind began to wander with "what if's": 

- What if it has more grease? 
- What if this brings me out of Ketosis?
- What if I gain weigh?

So Paranoid. Still I will pay ANYTHING for that delicious restaurant flavour. 

I have NO expectations at all for the weigh in on monday. 

That's how paranoid I am.