Day 39 - Hungry Eyes

Today I had to run a few errands, like going to the supermarket and pharmacy for the corresponding items. 

I hated every minute of it. I saw the chocolates on the candy isle and the chocolates near the cashier. 

I suffered, imagineing the flavour and taste of each and every one of them. 

HORRIBLE FEELING

Although I knew I could binge on every single one of them, I knew I just couldn't eat and break the ketosis. Really, that is the ONLY thing that's stopping me right now. 

Eventhough I had on my purse a chicken noodle soup and orange drink envelope, my mouth salivated like a rabid dog thinking of chocolates. THOSE chocolates. 

I ate the soup, drank the orange drink and kept it calm for a while. 
Then I came home and saw delicious cookies called "Garabatos" my family had bought. No mercy at all. But I still had to hold on tight and ran for a maltshake. I prefered to eat one extra envelope that eat something I shouldn't. 

It's getting harder and harder each day. I'm ending my fifth week on sunday, just eleven more weeks to go, or 89 days, but ¿who's counting?. 

Day 38 - Forbidden Fruit

So today for the first time, I craved fruit. A tangerine to be more specific. 

I returned to Pronokal Headquarters to see if the maltshakes had arrived. 

And they had. 

So I bought 4 6-packs and exchanged NEW boxes I had bought last week. I'm getting tired of Nuggets and Potato cream, so I changed them for chicken noodle soup and orange drinks. 

So, I ended with only soups and drinks. I don´t know if this is going to be good, but It's what I like right now. 

Sometimes I look back at the old envelopes I have in storage and couldn't be exchanged. I add up the $$ I spent and It's a lot. 

I am seriously considering eating them somewhere near the future.