Sunday, May 19, 2013

Day 92 - Weigh In (EARLY Weigh in)



Februray 18 - 194.8
May 18 - 160.0

Total pounds lost in 90 days:  34.8 pounds. (15.785 kilos)

I'm SO paranoid I had to weigh in a day earlier. 
So compared to last week, I lost 1.4 pounds, but compared to 2 weeks ago, I lost 0.4 pounds. 

This feels so strange. I want to believe it's because I have been feeling anxious and NOT because I broke ketosis in ANY way. 

The Dr. told me he would make me a Ketosis test next appointment. That would be next tuesday. I am SEROIUSLY HOPING the nopales are not guilty on this, for I have been still eating them. 

I was going to start con cauliflower last wednesday, I bought 10 to have a weeks stock... but the vegetable had inner life. Yes, it had green maggots. I almost fainted and of course, I am disgusted to even think of buying it again, so I'm stuck with the nopales for now. 

It feels dissapointing not loosing weigh continously, I feel impotence in front of the food and I feel I am being manipulated by it not having ANY strengh in self control.
Just a few hours ago, at 1 am, I felt this DESPERATE need to eat, but I mean, It almost hurted!, so I had an extra soup and an extra maltshake. 

I'll talk to the Dr on tuesday and see what's going on with me.