Februray 18 - 194.8
July 1st - 152.6
Gained 1 pound.
A daily explanation on a PRONOKAL diet
Monday, July 1, 2013
Day 134 - STUCK!!
I'm stuck.
Feeling horrible, but not weigh stuck. I mean life stuck. I feel like here I cannot do whatever Argentina motivates me to do.
It's a strange feeling I can't describe, but somehow my bed has embraced me once again and won't let me go.
My brain says MOVE. My body just won't respond.
STUCK!!!
Feeling horrible, but not weigh stuck. I mean life stuck. I feel like here I cannot do whatever Argentina motivates me to do.
It's a strange feeling I can't describe, but somehow my bed has embraced me once again and won't let me go.
My brain says MOVE. My body just won't respond.
STUCK!!!
Day 133 - Bad Habits are HARD to break
Oh geez....
Once again, I have returned to "Old Habits"... I haven't broken the diet, but now I am doing as I wish, not staying in a scheduled eating habit, just eating when I'm hungry, eating extra portions of meat than allowed, not eating veggies.
This makes me SO scared! I DO NOT WANT to go back to what I was before I started this diet.
I am having a SERIOUS TALK with my doctor on Tuesday, and I will do damage control...
I'll even suggest to reduce one envelope (instead of 5, make it 4 and the animal protein).
I am REEEEEAAAALLLYY Terrified.
Once again, I have returned to "Old Habits"... I haven't broken the diet, but now I am doing as I wish, not staying in a scheduled eating habit, just eating when I'm hungry, eating extra portions of meat than allowed, not eating veggies.
This makes me SO scared! I DO NOT WANT to go back to what I was before I started this diet.
I am having a SERIOUS TALK with my doctor on Tuesday, and I will do damage control...
I'll even suggest to reduce one envelope (instead of 5, make it 4 and the animal protein).
I am REEEEEAAAALLLYY Terrified.
Day 132 - Empty posts
I am sorry I have some empty posts, but sometimes, it's just there is nothing relevant to tell, and having the empty posts lets me have a day by day count.
Day 131 - Bulimia and Anorexia
We have all heard these dark stories of bulimic and anorexic girls that would do anything to loose weigh or not gain it.
We all hear them as a far far away tale from a distant galaxy, until the thought enters your mind.
You know it's BAD, you know it kills you, but you also know you can get fat if you eat inappropiately.
I mean, I am not saying I will become one, but the scare is there. ¿What if I get fat again? I met a group of girls who were one or the other.. or both, and I was so scared to become like them...but then again, I had the overweigh problem, I had not been this thin for a long while, and it feels so good, I just don't want it to end and I want it to keep it like this FOREVER!.
Having a mind full of "what-if's" I URGENTLY need to talk to my doctor about this, cause I know I can't stay on Pronokal forever, and actually, I have to end it soon, but I am SO scared about eating normal food all day. Specially bread and stuff.
What's gonna happen when...? It's a question revolving around my head ALL day and night.
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