Day 131 - Bulimia and Anorexia

We have all heard these dark stories of bulimic and anorexic girls that would do anything to loose weigh or not gain it.

We all hear them as a far far away tale from a distant galaxy, until the thought enters your mind. 

You know it's BAD, you know it kills you, but you also know you can get fat if you eat inappropiately. 

I mean, I am not saying I will become one, but the scare is there. ¿What if I get fat again? I met a group of girls who were one or the other.. or both, and I was so scared to become like them...but then again, I had the overweigh problem, I had not been this thin for a long while, and it feels so good, I just don't want it to end and I want it to keep it like this FOREVER!. 

Having a mind full of "what-if's" I URGENTLY need to talk to my doctor about this, cause I know I can't stay on Pronokal forever, and actually, I have to end it soon, but I am SO scared about eating normal food all day. Specially bread and stuff. 

What's gonna happen when...? It's a question revolving around my head ALL day and night.