Day 117 - I have sinned

Yes... In my mind, I have sinned. But somehow I felt I had to do it. It's my fat girl part of my brain that made me do it. 

Ok, so here's what happened. As you read on my past post AIRPORTS I handled excellently the chocolates in the "departure-from-Mexico" part. 

HOWEVER

On the Chocolates in the "Departure-from-Argentina" part... I just couldn't handle it. I bought boxes and boxes of chocolates (for my family of course and as giveaway souvenirs) a total of 150 USD JUST in chocolates. I know, it's insane.

BUT

In the back of my fat girl brain part, somewhere, I bought a couple of Milka chocolates for me... "for when I finish the treatment" I told myself. 

I found myself repeating that, as I stashed some bars for me, JUST LIKE THE GOLLUM IN THE LORD OF THE RINGS... the only thing I did not do, was whispering to myself: My Precious!

I have half of my brain saying: yeees yeeess keep them, and half the other brain shouting: ARE YOU NUTS? YOU HAVE DIABETES, YOU CAN'T EAT NORMAL CHOCOLATE!!

It has been a constant fight with myself since then. I have them hidden, but I KNOW they are there...waiting for me... or not. 

I refuse to throw them away. I won't do it. 

Don't judge me. 


Gollum Chocolate: 

MY PRECIOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS